4 years of life journey (2010 - now)

Hey there. It's been a long time since I last blogged about anything. Heck,I even forgot that I have a blog until my friend mentioned it to me! Hmmm, it's been quite sometime but I think maybe I'll start to blog again. Anyway, let's get u updated about my life. People might either say that life is good or life is cruel but for me,it's a combination of both. It's just how life works. You'll have a good time and then there's the harsh and downtime too. I finally graduated from University Tunku Abdul Rahman(UTAR) on Oct 2012 earning myself a Bachelor Degree in English Language. Yay! Come on, clap ur hands! LOL. I later on applying my first job as a teacher. An English teacher to be exact. I wanted to slowly climb up and gained experience so I started of applying for jobs as a tuition teacher. I landed my first job as a Cambridge English tuition teacher. I began to work from December 2012. After gaining enough experience, I felt that Im ready to take the next step..so I resigned on end of Jan 2014 and applied for a job as a school teacher. As I don't have a teacher's certificate, I cant be a teacher at the government school. Therefore, international and private schools are my only choices. I got a job as an English teacher at a Private School in Malacca and started to work on March 2014. I worked there for a few months and started to think if being a teacher is the right choice for me. I can work as a teacher but I do not enjoy doing it. Teaching the same topic to a few classes every week feels like doing the same routine over and over again. I had nothing new to learn. No new experience to explore. I felt as if there's better things that I can do than being a teacher. Therefore I decided to quit becoming a teacher to try out something else. I resigned on June 2014 and somehow managed to get another job. I started to work as a Global Account Executive on 4th Aug 2014 and currently still working there. Lazy to describe what my job is about so you gotta imagine it. LOL! Then there's the love life. Well, there's not much to tell anyway except heartbreak and sadness. The first girl betrayed me and treated me only as a substitute of her boyfriend at her hometown and the second girl was a playgirl who cheated me in the end. Haiz. As for the third girl, she coupled with me for a few years. I thought she's the right one and will always be with me but in the end, I was proved to be wrong. We coupled for 3 years and just in a blink of an eye, we broke up. Mainly because of the far/long distance between us after being separated when our university's period ends. I will write more about this in my next post sharing you my emotion and thoughts regarding this. Finally is the misfortunes that falls on me and my family. Let's start of with me. Well, I was involved in a motor accident on Feb 2012. I was riding my motorbike on the main road when a stupid car suddenly turned right into the junction across the main road which caused me to directly crashed head-on to the side of his car. The memories of the accident are still intact in my mind. I remembered every single moment that happened during the accident which caused me to broke my wrist. I had to undergo a surgery for it. Again, more on that in my next post. Now let's move on to my family. Unfortunately, on November 2013, my dad's been diagnosed with cancer. A colon cancer and out of the 4 stages of cancer, he ended up in stage 3! It was a devastating moment for the whole family that time. Dad was so scared and mom had this worried face. Seeing them this way makes me really sad and there's nothing I can do about it but to support them and pray. Dad undergo an operation to take out the cancer cell and even after the surgery, his chances to live within 5 years is only 48% as the cancer cell already spread into his livers. Yea, life is cruel and unfair but every cloud has a silver lining. Dad's chances to live within 5 years will be increased to 62% if he went for chemotherapy and radiotherapy. Currently he's completed all 8 of his chemotherapy treatments and is waiting to undergo his radiotherapy treatment in two weeks time. The radiotherapy will take 6 weeks to complete. Yea, even if he completed all his chemotherapy and radiotherapy treatments, there's still that 38% chance of not surviving and the chance that the cancer cells spreading more quickly. I wish I could at least do something about it but I can't. All I can do is to support him and pray that everything is gonna be alright. I want him to live longer and if possible forever but I know it's impossible. I want him to be there when I get married in the future, I want him to be able to hold my first-born child, I want him to be called a grandfather and above all, I want him to be happy. I love my parents so much. Ok, enough mumbling about my life. Guess that's all for now. The next few posts will be emo ones sharing my feelings and thoughts. As for now, it's THE END.