Fun time taking pics wif my gud friends...^^

Yup,after da Journalism lecture 2day somewhere around block H,we decided 2 shot some pics.. At 1st,it was only Vivy,Vin & me...then Sam n Hou Ee joined da party as well! Nice...like they say:the more the merrier! We planned 2 take only a few pics at 1st but we ended up taking quite a lot of nice/cool pics... I really enjoyed it...hanging around wif them making me feel as if all of my stress is all gone! My heart is filled with joy & laughter..thanks everyone! Love u all... ^^


Sam,me & Vin..we looked good huh?!




Sam,Hou Ee,Vivy & me! Nice pose! xD




Me & Vivy Lee Gar Wei.. ^^






Posing with Vin(Satvinder)




Sam,me,Vivy and Vin...cool pic! ^^


Sam Yujie




Teoh Hou Ee





I wrote da names below some pics so my hometown frens will know who's who...hehe..

Don't Give Up No Matter What U DO! ^^

My dreams tell me secrets dat I wud never imagine of,
My mind tells me lies dat I couldnt believe in,
My heart screams for help,
My eyes can do nothing but only 2 cry.

U can’t c dat Im hurting badly
U’re too blind 2 notice my pain dat I bear in my heart.
It feels like everyone’s sitting in da sunshine
While Im da only one drowning in da heavy rain.

Im so afraid 2 love & care about someone
I know it seems like Im an ordinary teen who can get through everything
But deep inside,i can feel dat my body is falling apart
And I dun wanna burden u wif it
So,Im gonna let my silence speak 4 itself
And I hope that u will hear it one day…

This isn't a perfect world we live in...ppl get hurt all da time...
U smile wen u feel like crying...
u act like u r okay wen u r falling apart...
but u gotta let go and move on...
Coz there's nothing else u can do about it.

There's been a few times where I wanted 2 die...
But u can't give up, even if all u do is cry!
Swallow ur tears, stand up on ur own 2 feet,
& show them that you aren't giving up.
-No MaTtEr WhaT

Coz u r missing a VITAL point.
Things do fall apart!
Not everything can b put back together,
no matter how much u want it.
BUT if u keep on trying without giving up,
Then mayb things will turn out da way u want it 2b.
As those 'things' r like a shattered pieces of a gigantic jigsaw puzzle..
da more u keep on trying 2 fix it all up
without giving up no matter what it takes & how hard it is,
da more closer u get onto making it perfect!
Juz like putting back da things dat had fallen apart!!

Just a simple thank u!

Everyone keeps asking me if Im alrite,
Wat am I suppose 2 tell em?
Tell em NO,Im not okay…and then wat?
will it make any differences?
So it's better 2 jz smile & say Im fine
Even though Im really dying on da inside.
Everyone sees who I appear 2b
But only a few who knows about da real me
They only see wat I choose 2 show,
as I have more hidden self than open self
There’s so many things behind my smile
They juz don’t know & dun even bother 2 know about em
I hate wen people ask me if Im okay
Becoz it keeps reminding me that Im not
What’s the point of smiling when you have no one to smile for?

I thought that I was all right,that I was moving on strongly
But then I realized I was losing myself deeply
and that proves that my thoughts were all wrong!
I can’t show my real feelings on da outside
But they’re tearing me up & killing me softly on da inside
It really sucks to feel this way
No one can help me…not even my friends
I juz need my life back together again
I wanna run from all my pain
And say goodbye to yesterday

U think u know my feelings
My struggles, my fears
when u r close with me
But it’s just like a diary
U have no idea…
I've got a smile on my face
a twinkle in my eye
but only the true will know
about how I really feel
and I thank em 4 being there 4me,
for trying 2 understand me,
for trying 2 know more about me,
for being there for me when Im in need,
I thank u!
and for those who are ignorant,
I thank u as well,
as u taught me the meaning of pain...
thank u,thank u and thank u!

Saddest love tale..

Her eyes screamed the saddest look the world has ever heard!
Sometimes i just feel like
Running away....
just to see who would follow,
just to see who really cares,
0r if anyone cares at all.....

[I've never been the kind of person to ever let my feelings shown to others & I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. But tonight I wanna let go of my pain, to hell with my pride! Let it fall like rain from my eyes,
tonight I wanna cry...]

Im forcing myself with a smile, trying to blink away all these tears
Im supposed to be strong & have no fears
but Im finding it hard not to frown
im such a (s t r o N g) person
...but yet,why am i breaking down…

She's the kind of girl who has the biggest smile on her face even when she's deeply hurt inside. They say that teenage years are the best of your life..but I disagree.. I just want to be a kid again!

I'm going to smile..
and make u think im happy..
im going to laugh..
so u dont see me cry..
and even if it kills me..
im going to smile.
I don't know what to do anymore,
nothing feels the same,
I never see a smile in the mirror,
I only see pain,
pain beneath my soul,
so deep inside of me
there is no escaping it,
no coming back to a normal state of mind,
there's nothing I can do anymore.
im mad at myself for crying
i dont even remember the reason
but the tears keep flowing
and they just wont stop
i'm supposed to be strong
but everythings so wrong.
It's what ppl do without thinking
that cause the quick tears..
Eventually the tears will be forgotten,
..But the hurt will stay in the heart forever..

It's getting colder now
And the darkness consumes me
Depression is slowly creeping up
Maybe one day you'll actually care about me!

I've learned that stuff happens, people change, and it doesnt mean that you forget about the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it's just accepting the fact that some things weren't meant to be. I want to crawl into my dream world and stay there,so that the pain that i felt yesterday won’t be carry on to tomorrow.
Sometimes I find myself faking a smile just to get through the day.